| last night was hellllll !!!!!!! |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|08:45 am] |
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so i liked this boy. and i found out who he was and got his screename and last year got the FUCKING GUTS to tell a total stranger i liked him. well it could of ended their but during the summer we started talking again. we almost went 3 months but he had to ruin it. well weve kept in touch ever since & last night i found out i never should of answered that im back 6 months ago. probably the biggest mistake ive ever made.
so last night we talked because i was mad at him. after i MADE him comfront me with the truth, he told me that he could never hang out with me out of school because of last year. i talked to two of my friends (names shall not be mentioned) and one agreed with him. the other said he should of taken it as a compliment and moved on. i agreed with the second. maybe it will be akward but that makes it ok to led me on and lie to me and tell me that my odds are not against me. he probably sat at home all those nights he told me he was busy. wow. IT HURTS !
so last night i cried for about an hour. until i couldnt cry anymore. i told one of my friends to tell him that i asked him to respect everything that ive ever told him and id do the same. he starting balling out saying he didnt know what he did and all this shit. my friend asked about appologizing but all he said was well i would if shed unlbock me. hahahaaa FUCK THAT SHIT !!!!
i dont want to see him again. unfortunatly, that wish cannot come true because we go to school together, but still. WHATTA DICKKKKKKKKKK ! I HATE BOYS. i should of stopped when i saw his name was jonathon. jonathon goldberg should of been a WARNING right there ! UGH im SO PISSED. when he told me what he did, i swear a needle stabbed me in the heart. |
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| its been over a year. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|04:30 pm] |
daammmmnnnn its been over a year since ive been on this shit.
hmmmm maybe this will make me feel better letting shit out. haha
no guarentees ill stick to it. hahaha
ANYWAYS,
I GET MY BRACES OFF TOMMOROW =]
& MY BIRTHDAY IS THE NEXT DAY !
THEN MY BIRTHDAY DINNER WITH FRIENDS
& SATURDAY IS MICHELLES PARTY !
going to be a sickkkkk four days. haha
anyways i pretty much hate boys. like i talk to them but i wont
date one or become to close to one. THEY SUCK & THEIR NOT WORTH
YOUR TIME NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS! ive been hurt 3 times now
and they all sucked. i USUALLY forgive, but i NEVER forget !!
anyways thanks for reading. xx oo |
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| my birhtday |
[Dec. 31st, 2005|07:43 am] |
ohh yeah for my birthday im getting a laptop =D
scoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yo.
4 days bitch, well 3 very, very soon!! |
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| oy vey |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|10:40 am] |
does anyone still use this?!? lol tommorow is christmas eve yay!!! so since my last update ive had alot of new crushes. haha
k well my birthday is in officially 12 days until my birthday yo :p
i cantttttttttt waittttttttttttttttt xoxoxo |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
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just talked to brandon.... hahahaha just kidding he doesnt have power BUT he is at his friends house and safe and so its okay. melanie is in marco; jilly is in new jersey; sari is in ny and idk kristen is home... i need to talk to alan cause its been ages... i hope he is okay :] anyways just telling everyone who i have heard from xoxoxo |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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uhhhhhhhh this hurricane is gay man. i have had no power since monday around 7-7:30 and its now wednesday. i stayed in my house 2 nights. today my dad drove me into orlando and we brought our dog snickers so we are all staying in a hotel..... eh this is gay and brandon [lives 5 mins from me] has power i guess..... |
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| ummmmm some stuff |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|09:51 am] |
i gave yu my hand; i trusted yu would not let go; yu
promised yu never would; then one day yu found
someone else and didnt tell me; i was told by the next
best thing to me; i am never going to forgive yu;
yu stupid son of a bitch; and all i have to say is;
i cant believe i wasted my time on yu.
scatter my words: dear world, i love jessica grace levitt with all of my heart. more than all of you. so BACK OFF.
xx be your heart: amen
scatter my words: and if you dont put that on your profile, ill flip a shit :-)
okay so the reason i put this upp is because this is my smexxy profile and cha im just cool like that... i love jennifer leigh talesman cause she is the flippin shit :) but the part before was a true story about ths kidd and i in lyk 6th grade okayy so i just thought yu all shuld know what a jerk he was and he can burn in fuckingggggggggggg helllllll and yes that was jonathon goldberg :((((((((((((((( |
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| hhn |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|06:05 am] |
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yah so halloween horror nights was the shit :) and um i like this other kiddie now.... but if i say who then everyone will like yah know cause he is like all what i talk about :) anyways hhn was fun fun fun; i didnt like the haunted houses, but the rest was good so yah. and alan was wrong!!! he told me id be scared shitless but i wasnt at the point where i was scared so much that i would shit my pants.... so yah well later gators <33 |
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| im so pimp |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
well idk wats up with this lj shizzzzzznittttt BUT here i am :)
so guess what im going to halloween horror nights tommorow with kristen <33
its going to be the shittttttttt
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also i dont like jake
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im getting over steven. k thanks im done |
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